First one

Hello there!!!
Well... if you've stumbled upon this page, first of all I'd like to say thank you. For the purpose of this project, I'd like to keep my real identity private for the sake of keeping things private.  I know what you're probably thinking... "If you want to remain private, why have an online blog at all?"  Well, that's a really good question.  For one, I love to write.  Since high school I have chosen a 5 subject notebook as my journal and have acquired quite the collection.  I have even shared some of my journals and have a very successful journal project with one of my best friends (the subject of my other blog, which will have some sort of introduction here).  For another thing... I really enjoy writing on paper but also typing things up.  I stopped for a long time because I kept getting into trouble for some of the things I've written.  But that was a different time in a different place (which, if you take the time to read through my other journal, you will find out why I have gotten into trouble).  But this is now.  This is me at a different age, a little older, a little wiser, yet still the same person I've always been.  Whether that's a good or bad thing, well... take what you will from these ramblings and do what you will with them.

So... a little introduction.  For everyone's sake, I have taken out all names.  If these people come across my journals in some way, the only way they'll know the stories are by the details. If they respond in a negative way, that's on them, not me.  I'm not dwelling in the past.  I'm sharing my life with the world because it's what I love.  To myself I have in the range of 20 something journals.  With my best friend (who I also have a YouTube channel with, Stardust and Firefly) we have 11 completed journals.  I am working on finishing volume 12, she has 13, and I have 14 all ready to go.  I just realized that if the people I've mentioned in my journals comes across this page, I'm pretty sure their real names have been used.  But you know what... for once I really don't care.  You know who you are and you know what you did.  I'm including you in my story because you shaped my life to be the way it is now in some small way.  These words are my truth and my memories and if you have a problem with them, too damn bad.  You have written me off a long time ago, you have no part in my life now besides a part of the story.  This is just me documenting it all.  If you can't handle it... well you really have no control over what I do.  I'm sure in your minds you were all perfect and I was the drama queen bitch or whatever.  So have your own opinions.  Just not all over my page.

So... with that being said, to all who stumble upon this page and actually read my stuff, thank you.  If you'd like to comment, please do.  And if not, that is fine too.  I will use this journal primarily for what is happening in my life now and the other journal is the project I have with my best friend (names have been shortened or omitted).  For this project, you can all get to know me as S.  S for my favorite season, my nickname, and last name.

Thank you and goodnight!

S